Thursday, July 10
I'm wavering. I think I can no longer see ahead of me, and tell myself, 'hey, I want to be there'. Not knowing what I want throws me into the dark and leaves me fumbling for an exit. It's a current status quo for me, I'm doing a temporary balancing act, but I know that it won't last long. I have to make a choice.
As to what kind of choice? What kind of moves should I make? How can I answer that question when there is no direction? How do I deal with the situation when I can't make up my freaking mind what kind of ending I want?
Am I supposed to just let it stay this way, to let myself continue circling the same spot, or do I grapple with the choices and let gravity make the decision?
Posted by Isabelle at 10:49 pm